Empty is the feeling inside,
the changes are brewing beside.
I have longed for it forever now,
But things are so different, why, how?
Outcomes are always unexpected,
feels like my anticipation rejected.
The change was to bring joy & relief,
I feel neither joy or grief.
There is a feeling unsettled,
of so many things unheard.
But the universe knows what needs to be healed,
and bad memories forever sealed.
My choices may be wrong or right,
No matter what till the end I shall fight.